Hey, everybody! Thanks for everyone who's given me emails and posts helping to console me in my time of grief (even though she's not even dead, yet). I know she's lasted a while, but I don't want to think about her death.
I've decided against putting her to sleep, as I don't think I can live with the guilt that I ended her life prematurely. I've been stressed about whether or not I will 'kill' her (when to do 'it'). I've decided NOT to decide.
The thing that has helped ease my mind is just knowing that it's not up to me when she dies. I've let 'Someone Else' take care of that. I know it's going to be soon, but when the time comes, I will not have any regrets.
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